Havent been feeling the best lately. I wonder if its because of the hormone madness during my period. Was feeling abit blue over the past few days. Its been more than 1 yr since im not working fulltime in the accounting line. This is definitely nagging at the back of my brain.
Why havent i went back to work? Cos of my face. I have a patch on my left cheek and my right cheek is getting worse -_- and my right ear is also getting worse. that patch has been there since the start of the year? -_- IT JUST HASNT HEALED. WHY?
WHY? Even when im eating conservatively and miserably vegetarian (no egg/milk) as much as possible -_-
Why aint i healing by leaps and bounds on a vegan diet?
Okay calm down Jo.
Things to be grateful for today:
- Work place has airconditioning (It was darn hot the past few days)
- fingers dont need micropore taping today (YAS!)
- Ears are not TERRIBLY oozy today
- Right arm can be off micropore tape
- Left arm isnt paper thin fragile
- Legs are manageable
- Sleep has been sane enough
- I can still pay for half my expenses
Maybe i need to seriously think about sleeping early. I have been sleeping past midnight lately. I hate waking up and i hate getting to bed. dam ~_~
When will i be able to resume my sustainable life? To earn enough for daily expenses and saving and spending… and travel? When will i be able to earn enough…….
What i ate:
Yesterday(sunday): green/mung bean soup with sweet potatoes, fried rice, rice with veg, some coffee cookies, coffee
Saturday: fish dumping with dry meepok noodles, yuzu bread from Johan, port egg tart, matcha latte from starbucks, chicken aglio olio (spicy AF)
Today: Rice with veg, cabbage and cauliflower, and a small lotus biscuit